01/15

So the hardest part of my trip is over.

EVERYONE was at my uncle’s house yesterday. There was a imam there (the leader in the prayer, or we can call him sheikh) and for an hour he prayed for my aunt and others who have passed. It was the most beautiful thing on earth and i’ve never felt so at peace with her passing then in that moment.

Im not religious at all but i do pray at the random occasion. It’s weird i can’t really explain it i don’t really believe in religion but i do believe in god. It’s contradicting actually, i don’t believe in religion but then i will pray in arabic but it’s all i really know. 

Anyways, it’s like everything was leading up to yesterday. I couldn’t sleep at all i’ve been so stressed but it’s over now. Everyone seems at peace and in a great mood today and i am ready to get back to normal. We were supposed to go to amsterdam today but my aunts from bosnia are leaving tomorrow so we are taking them into town to go shopping. 

I can’t wait to spend more time with my family, go to amsterdam, go to belgium and see crvena jabuka. I also can’t wait to go home, im not homesick in any sense except that i miss my babo, brother and friends. xo <3

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